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i simply juz hate myself..for being so dumb so stupid..
why can't i juz think twice before saying anything? and before i regret it and start to mull over it and get down..again
my emotion gets affected very easily nowadays..
am i being overly-sensitive?
i juz wish..
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well, ma said that said gor is currently undergoing some probs with dai sou..
hopefully he could settle it soon..
sometimes i miss my gor too..even though he bullies me all the time..
gor, i'll help to pray that everything will be alright (:
and pa ma, dun get so worried about me lah..