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ytd i played comp from around 4.30 all the way till after dinner time..well, thanks to sw's influence. haha. and that i didn't mug hist during that period. ok, it's my fault..non of sw's business (:
so i did a speed mugging during sdls..miraculously, i managed to cover everything except for one chap which is the steps that led to separation between singapore and malaysia. wow. haha. in juz one and a half hour :D but for the last chap i juz simply read through it after sdls and slept early at 10.30

around 4am i was awakened by jie's alarm clock..about 15 mins later i dunno why i opened my eyes but i saw sw and jie mugging at their tables ..so hardworking. but i didn't follow them cuz i rather slp. haha. luckily i managed to get back into slp around 5 or 10 mins later bah..cuz i'm kind of a person who is sensitive and will get disturbed by even small noises.. but if i'm really tired i'm like a pig? uh no not pig. cuz i'm not a pig. and i dun wanna be a pig! haha. but i still want bball

for chi writing paper today i chose gong1 han2 and a ji4 xu4 wen2 on the person whom i'm most grateful towards..well, this is actually the first time which i had sufficient time to really complete my essay
could not depend on memory for the hist paper today..kao4 luck bah. eventually the paper was ok lah..but there were still some ques which i did not know how to do like the place where the Bri surrendered to the Jap..and source based ques were quite tough..
at least i could manage to finish everything in time though
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and while sitting for the hist paper..i kept changing my pen..once a while black for this ques and blue for that! haha

so today was ok! and it rained after sch..didn't bring umbrella.. so sw and me were running in the rain! so fun..how we wished that the rain will continue when we reach bs so that we could play with the water..but it stopped
bought a choc almond snack bagai alas perut instead (:

yes FOUR PAPERS DOWN :D five more to go..and i'm free from humanities and compo writing now! can slack for a while, tat's why i'm blogging a long long one here

kai rou's mum is coming down tmr..bringing together my bball!! :D yeah luv you gor..and thanks! finally i'm gonna hav my own bball. haha. but too bad, i'm not gonna pay you 100 dollars for that..i'll buy you sth else instead (:

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didn't play bball ytd..but managed to endure (:
i spent my whole weekend on geog and hav to mug really really fast on hist now for tmr's paper! but uh i'm still here playing comp and blogging --..

today's papers was eng paper one and geog. both were quite ok lah. i actually felt quite cool after sitting for the first eng paper one.not that scared for geog le. but i didn't really have enough time for both papers.. and i don't care lah (:

can't concentrate on history..stupid wwI and wwII and Jap Occupation and Merger of Malaya and Singapore..sien lah. i wan to play bball..and do lay up! (or wateva it's called) so fun. managed to score 7 3-pointer shootings last sat :D but i got hit in the nose, again..for the third time. and my mum actually wanted to stop me from playing bball when i told her but no!! i'll never stop playing (: abstinence from icecream is ok but not bball

well, super duper good luck to you too and jia you bah!

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today in sch was juz so meaningless.. i've been expecting 3 hrs of self-study for the day since the start of sch which eventually came true

when i woke up in the morning i was hoping it to rain..and it really rained! (: the whole day was so cooling..
no flag-raising..so fine, i hav to put the attendance bk back to the office during recess then..but still better than having to stand at the track (:
common test period..self-study period as there was no test (which makes up around 1 hour for the expected 3 hours)
sc lesson..ok lah. teacher went through the papers..at least it was more productive..
eng lesson..another hour of self-revision..
recess, had to do cleanliness duty to grade the sec one classes. fan2 lah. but i finished it in only 10mins (: efficient rite. and i gav all of the sec one classes quite high marks..cuz they were really clean and not because i simply gav the grades --
home econs lessons..another 1 and a half hour of self-study..
chi lessons..teacher went through the format for letter writing. quite ok..and we made fun of wang lao shi again..she's so poor thing? haha. she juz likes the names wang xiao li and song4 fei1..

so it all added up to be a total of 3 and a half hours of self-studying! damn sien lah.
for that 3.5 hrs i slept, smsed, talked and laughed quite a lot and revised a bit (at least)

aahhh..2 more days to eoys! ):
faster come and faster go!!

i did sth very lame today..tried using my phone to send sms to my own number..and i got back the same msg!

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today during maths mrs cheung was like indirectly 'scolding' me for talking..-- well not only me lah but still, paiseh

weather is so hot nowadays..craving for icecream but my mum doesn't allow! ): shinwei's mum doesn't allow her neither.. haiz so hopefully we can resist our temptation for this period..? juz wish that china poison thing could end now.. that person is so cruel..

some unknown person called me during e-lit lesson today..but luckily my phone was in silent mode..
and the sicko asked what's my waist..--..like so random and sick lah! ew how did i get to know that 3 8 guy in the first place?

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after eating dinner i was quite full adi.
but still, ended up buying a honeydew-flavoured icecream :D and it really cheered me up! i wonder what's icecream made of actually..
but ma juz told me on the phone to not eat icecream for now cuz of the china products contaminated and full of chemicals and stuffs and since some parts of the icecream is made of dairy product ..
haiz sry lah ma but i still need icecream!

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feeling so tired nowadays that i juz don't bother about wearing contacts anymore..rather wear specs. but specs feel so heavy on me now..and i feel so weird whenever i look into the mirror seeing my reflection and getting doubtful whether is that person even me..
well, what happened to my cbox..--

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i simply juz hate myself..for being so dumb so stupid..
why can't i juz think twice before saying anything? and before i regret it and start to mull over it and get down..again
my emotion gets affected very easily nowadays..
am i being overly-sensitive?
i juz wish..
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well, ma said that said gor is currently undergoing some probs with dai sou..
hopefully he could settle it soon..
sometimes i miss my gor too..even though he bullies me all the time..
gor, i'll help to pray that everything will be alright (:
and pa ma, dun get so worried about me lah..

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my muscle ached even more today..but well, it's worth it..? yeah it's worth the pain
was quite happy with the result of the home econs research on spices which i did with stephi..ms mohanna wanted to keep it as a reference to the others in the future (: but i want the cover page back..
ms lin haven't return back my abstract artwork yet!! and ms quah haven't return back my cip form yet!!

this morning's weather was so nice. it rained during 3am..very heavily that i had to wake up to close the window. but i think i slept back straight away after cuz i dun remember doin anything later on..
argh but why doesn't it rain during the weekend? ://
- xy said she couldn't slp last nite and she saw a shadow closing the window..very fast and obviously it's me..
- sw also saw me 'jumping' up from the bed and close the window --
walao they saw me closing the window but why i didn't get to see them staring at me? ://

i'm sitting right at the back of the classroom now..directly at the end where teacher can't see what i'm doin. so shuang. freedom (: well, i'm short..and yet i have been sitting at the back in the class for this whole year..but i'm enjoying it!

feel like slping now..maybe i'll juz take a short nap..

ok my nap was a failure --.. first i had my mum calling me when i was about to slp..then sw and xy laughed and laughed and laughed cuz the way i responded to my mum in the phone was very funny --. fine! tonite i'll juz slp earlier then

20/9 - one tropicana icecream and one redbean icecream, one 100plus helped me sustain through the whole afternoon's mugging.. wanted to try the 2 dollars icecream but no money ): haha. well, thanks to the strong wind at bluetea there too! you kept me awake

got hit in the face and at the back by the bball..bent my little finger. but no matter what, all these were worth everything and i dun mind. though..there were many 'casualties' and i felt so sry for them.. and that i bent someone's specs too..
white chrysanthemum is nice (:

21/9 - mugged almost the whole day on geog..but i dun think most of what i mugged went into my mind though.. esp during sdls..i couldn't concentrate at all..part of me felt so sleepy and tired..part of me felt so fan2 (fan2 about what i dunno) haiz i juz don't really hav the courage to walk nearer or talk out much..

an indian fellow called my phone today..-- so freaky. but obviously tat guy called the wrong number..

got hit in the nose and bent another of my fingers again --..but well, juz take these as rewards from someone unknown who is generous lah

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my legs ached like mad when i came down from my bed and walked..
well, most probably it's caused by ytd in sch i did split-lits and stuffs without a proper warm up.. and i suffered ANOTHER 3 blueblacks from my clumsy landing on the floor after running and splitting straight away..): but nvmd, it was fun :D
and i wonder when can i escape away totally from this blueblack-disaster?
no matter what sports or activities i do..i'll juz hurt myself --..
got hit by b. ball again ytd nite.. but still, b.ball is much better than dance
dance is dangerous..seriously. after experiencing an inner knee injury due to a careless imbalanced spin..dare not to risk anymore.
and b. ball is so much more fun than my cca. being a dancer in my cca is a torture..utterly mentally and physically tiring.
and i hav to stay back for one month tilll the end of november juz to attend cca for next year's syf! argh. stupid syf. i can't cut my hair juz because of you too!
but at least there are wewiwer and wiwang and other nice ppl (:

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i was so nervous and scared for today's home economics practical exam! and i think i blushed juz before the practical started..
finally it's over now. and i dun need to fret over it anymore..and i'm almost done with the report except for the evaluation. (: it was super tedious and the report wasted almost all of my life..haha
juz so happy that it's over now.
but there were some glitches while i was preparing my dish juz now though..
first, i didn't know that we are not suppose to cut the ingredients before hand..and i was the only one who did that in class. and at the end of the whole thing, i forgot to switch off the grill's power.. haiz. supposingly..marks deducted..? ):
and my presentation turned out very unsatisfying again..not what i expected.. i should hav make them be presented in the form of red (capsicum and tomatoes) and yellow (egg/ cheese/ banana/ cornflakes) and red and yellow..like the cross section of the stem..but too bad it's juz too late to brood over it now. cuz there's no more amendments that can be done..
but at least i cracked the eggs successfully without my hands trembling! (: and when ms mohanna tasted it she only took the side part..which was the part where the egg layer was thin with not much vege and was very cheesy as i added cheese only at the edges..and she didn't eat it with the banana which was to add flavour to the frittata..but at least she said 'ok' at the end of it though (:

well..this was how it looked like.. ( the round stuffs on top are the bananas..gross blackish bananas.. the lower part is eaten by ms mohanna and me)

- and i didn't intend to present it in a smiley way..it juz..ended up not in the right place when i shifted the frittata from the pan to the plate..so i juz put two bananas on top as the eyes and added more cornflakes..disastrous.. but still, it tasted nice in overall! (:


these pictures below are the dishes done by my frens.. (: they were so nice!
- by qiao er
- by clara
- by stephi
- by priscilla
- by joan

to me, i still think that sw's bread and my frittata rox the most! (:
i stealthity popped some bananas into my mouth during the process and i succeeded without teacher knowing. haha

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jie, go for b. ball! don't mug so much!! u'll juz get crazy. how could ur life be balanced out if you juz keep mugging and mugging and mugging? argh. friday must be fun! jie go play lah..


i want to play b. ball..but jie wants to mug..sw and me dunno what to do..):

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another crunch ice cream today (:
it was super windy at bluetea there..
windy..

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today's recess was fun again! well, at least i'm still not stiff yet and can still manage with splits (: but it was a bit unproductive due to some distractions..:uh um..chou4 shinwei..(jk, dun get angry sw! and you are not elephant lah)

had a chinese practice paper after sch for 2 hours..finally, the last prac paper before eoys! haiz but i dun mind prac papers..but i mind eoy..
wrote quite a lot these few days..plus ytd's volleyball and juz now's chinese paper..my hand's about to swollen now..

and i'm really turning into a black chicken. what's wrong with the sun nowadays..is the earth seriously goin to be doomed soon?

i was cutting the onion and i sneezed instead of crying..lol. haha..at least it's better than shedding tears though (: but the onion smell still lingered on my fingers even though till the next morning! ew..gross lah

i was on the phone with my mum when i entered into the printing room..using earphones..so ppl who see me talking may think that i was crazy cuz no one was talking to me but i was muttering.. uh hope that i didn't speak too loudly though..but i think it was quite audible..): better still, no one heard me. but it's totally impossible..
even sw thought that i was soliloquizing when i went back to the dining hall for sdls still on the phone!

it was scorchingly hot today during pe..and i was playing volleyball under it for about one hour. it was quite fun lah..but ruined by the heat from the sun.. i guess i'll turn into a black chicken..soon!

intending to slp early today again. i slept at 10.45pm last nite..although i didn't really hit my aim, and neither me nor shinwei went to each other's place to slam our laptops..but still i can feel the sense of achievement (: be contented with every small little things in life..

hey cheer up! (:

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you were in front of me. i was walking behind you..
you were walking quite fast. but i didn't speed up..
you didn't turn back..guess you didn't see me..
and you wore white. me too..
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didn't dare to call out though

felt so drowsy before dinner juz now..and i could juz easily bang into anyone or anything.
but ice cream awakes me! :D ice cream is everything. lol. haha.. even though the ice cream which i ate after dinner was some kind of weird flavour..酸奶 i think..but no matter what ice cream it is, it still rox!

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i slept at 12.30am..and woke up at 5.30am. super drowsy..really regretted of slping late. i dun care..no matter what. i'm gonna slp by 10.30pm tonite! if my laptop is still on even though reached 10.30pm, shin wei, juz slam and shut my laptop down! i'm counting on you..

after morning jog i felt faint..and i sneezed. well, probably it's the consequences of the lack of slp bah. hav been staying up till around 12am every nite ever since i came back from m'sia. which means that i hav been surviving through like that for 1 week plus.. and i think i can't really stand it anymore..getting heaty and my lips hurt..

had history practice paper..then another eng practice paper..super sien. couldn't do well for them also..haiz dun care lah. they are juz mock tests (: luckily. teacher swamped us with many hw today..all past years' eoy papers..like a swarm of bees looming over me lah..
very fan2 today..when during maths lesson, my mind was actually thinking about doing the hist hw and maths hw..and other other stuffs. couldn't concentrate at all. very tired..

i got back my chinese formal letter writing compo, 老师问我那时怎么了，写作文时的思绪好像有点乱，不像我平常的表现.. ah well..

but at least there's one thing which cheered me up today (: my vegetable-banana frittata! although its presentation didn't turn out nice..but it's taste rox! a weird recipe that rox! -capsicum, tomato, banana, melted cheese, onion, egg, cornflakes-
sw said it rox, her classmates like felicia, blenda, clara and meredith said it rox too! and xy too! :D and my classmates said it smelled nice even though they didn't taste it. but uh so sry..i didn't let u all hav a try on it..

though, there were some glitches along the way.. i used 1 tablespoon of oil instead of half of it..and i didn't on the switch for the grill and stove while wondering why wasn't there any heat coming out! so dumb.. and a few small pieces of egg shell went into the bowl when i cracked them. but duh i removed them. and it was super hard to wash the utensils and equipments.. but no matter what, at least my efforts paid off. i did it during recess..given a limited time. thanks so much to ms mala who was willing to let me use the homecs room to try out my recipe.
i'll do much better for the coming real homec practical this fri! :D

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juz taken a warm bath. after toiling away at a 2 hours long gruelling e-lit paper. feeling so fresh now. i used up 6 papers..can't believe it. but obviously i did leave space in between each line though.

shin wei's homec bread rox! :D
i'll see if my easy vegetable-banana frittata which consists of red pepper capsicum, tomato, egg, banana, melted cheese on top and cornflakes tastes nice tmr..or even if it's edible..if it is i'll surely giv jie..if it isn't..i dunno what i'll do to modify it..
can't wait for tmr after sch to try it out. ms mala's really nice..(:

had a crunch today. ice cream rox (:

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this blog is juz to say that i'm ok back again (: after 1.5 hours of sitting in front of the laptop though..and i want to slp early. and i can't do it tonight again --..

nvmd i shall just live my life as i want to and dun bother about wat you want to do (:

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today my mood was up and down and up and down..one of the reasons which made me feel brighter was that at least i managed to change the dou4 sha1 which i got into lian2 rong2 from the dining hall staff. he's so nice (:

but well..i'm currently feeling quite emo now..due to some causes..hard to be explained. but i really feel like confiding it into someone..but it may make me look utterly dumb and childish.
nvmd..maybe i shall juz write it down somewhere..

bought 3 eggs for my home econs practical exam. phobia.. if i really drop them..it'll be the most 'wonderful' and unforgettable mooncake festival i ever had..

eh no better not..it may even get me into deeper depression..

hey but i'm actually not that emo lah..but maybe i am..haiz

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a random post of a copy of what shinwei left on my msn:

~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
a papa shark
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
du du du du du du
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
a grandma shark
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
du du du du du du
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
a grandpa shark
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
du du du du du du
~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
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~*Sweetheart baby*~ says:
hehe


omg this is so stupid. sw and me were persuading xy to go for b. ball..then sw threatened xy by doing those hand signals like stretching her wrist and hand prepared to box xy..and then i was doin those 'crack' sounds! (:

one night, me sw and xy were all wearing reds. different shades of red. mine the lightest, xy the next and sw's the darkest. well, i wore it first and they copycat-ed!
anothe day, i was wearing a yellow bermuda plus a black top and such coincidence, xy was intending to wear a yellow top plus back shorts. and sw copycat-ed, wore a yellow singlet plus dark olive green shorts

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well, happy mooncake festival to all! but it's so sad to hav no mooncake on a mooncake festival. so wat's the point of naming it mooncake festival since there's no mooncake? haiz. so i shall juz use mid-atumn festival..):

ytd : first time studying in mcd.. i used up 6 hours to mug on a chap on geography..and still, i can't finish it. stupid land supply..as long as i have a 弹丸之地 to stand on why would i have to study about you land supply? ..argh. sth a bit unexpected happened..felt sry for them. but i hoped that it did help in a way too (:

later on at 7.20pm..i was so called sprinting all the way from hostel to the kahkee hall to 'choke' a badminton court..juz so that we (me sw and xy) could have the whole badminton court.. i have never been playing the full court for a long time. it was seriously a night jog for me, and i was panting for breath when i reached the hall. but still, at least my effort paid off. and sw and xy weren't running with me at all. but nvmd, they said thank you to me :D we didn't let her and her to share court or play doubles with us..as we were actually short of one badminton racquet and were waiting for that someone. ok i felt sry for her..
but in the end when that person turned up, the hall was adi crowded with ppl waiting for their turns to use the court. and we felt so bad and mean to occupy the whole to ourselves when we weren't pro players nor regulars anymore. so having no choice, we shooed ourselves away..

while waiting for the ball, sw and xy were helping to take some ghostly pictures of me with the handphone light shone from beneath my face. i intended to use it as my phone's wallpaper..but i eventually changed it back..afraid that i might hav nightmares. it was scary can! although i knew that the person inside that pic was me..
we also sang and learnt some retarded movements found from the 'cartoon' pictures in our phones. it was so dumb! haha. but xy could do it so well.
i tried doing rolly polly..but it was so obscene.--. and i accidentally slipped and brushed my knee..again the same area where i bruised it ytd..
and he was on the way here when i was doing the bridge-walking..but i managed to get up before he really reached. uh he didn't see what i was doing i suppose..

uh really sry leh..those scratches or stuffs were seriously unintentional..and i cut my nails adi! maybe i should learn to be more 温文尔雅 from jie..

it's mid-atumn festival..not ghost festival rite? but i was juz so stupid to keep imagining and relatings things like the red and yellow papers found on the floor in bs to some ghostly stuffs..i got so freaked out by my own horrifying thoughts..

i bathed at around 12am. the first time bathing so late, summore washing my hair too.. if my mum knows this i guess she'll nag at me --. and i forgot to brush my teeth! i was lazy as i was adi prepared for bed..and so i didn't although i remembered that i haven't brush yet.. but i promised myself to brush my teeth for as long as double the time i usually take to brush in the next morning! (: which i did. yay

i didn't really slp well for the nite..maybe cuz i drank too much before i slept i suppose. but the white chrysanthemum and the justea(brown one with aloeverabits) were so nice :D and i didn't regret. i'm buying the mango one the next time.

well..happy mid-atumn festival to all again!

felt so nice after playing b.ball..after such a long time!
plus, it was in the night..a different kind of environment..different kind of feeling.
but, the only bad thing was that i couldn't really see where is the ball clearly..and i got hit by the ball four times! one from each person. each hit different areas. one smacked right on my nose..one at the right side of my face..one at the right side of my head/skull..one at my stomach..was it because that i was lucky hence to receive such 'privileges'? haha. but they hurt! esp the nose one..terrifically ouch-ing.

at first we played monkey..reminded me of my childhood years..): it was fun and funny..

during b. ball i didn't really run or move. i juz stood and waited and walked a little when the ball came to me all the while..well probably cuz i was from the top to bottom all laden with ice..too heavy to move. lol. it was very 'cold'. btw, at least i managed to make some shots successfully (:

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finally..friday! yes. fry-the-day.

after 2 weeks of abstinence..i feel like playing cards again :D and badminton and basketball! miss all of them so much..and i'm sure i'll do them this weekend. 100%
slack slack slack slack slack..the most enjoyable thing to do in the world..

i had a good day today. it seemed so bright and cheerful the whole day. even during the sch hours although i was so sleepy during the AH talk. and today's recess was super fun!
*wewiwer is a distortion! wiwang is a contortion! and i'm normal (:

hopefully things will get better though. no matter what, u are still my friend and i cherish the times when we were together..
seriously hope that things will get better..and really sry. that time i was really emo..and i juz couldn't help it and i didn't know what to do..

SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK
i actually feels that my days are much better now compared to the last time (:

thanks so much xinyuun for sparing one of your 6 precious pigs to me. it's so nice :D

mooncake festival is coming..no mooncake to eat
but at least i had this little pig (:

so far for this wk i have eaten two different colours of agar-agar - one pink one green.one word : nice (:
had my sc practice paper today..i dun really hav any comments on that. but juz one word to describe it : walao.
i wonder how the sec twos last year managed to overcome it. i'll ask xin yuun den (:

tired of mugging..mug and mug and mug. complain complain complain complain. sien sien sien sien sien. fan2 fan2 fan2 fan2 fan2. irritating irritating irritating irritating irritating. but in the end still have to mug.
but well, during the sdls lately i hav been laughing lately a lot..seriously a lot --..haha.

well, nth really much to say today.. juz that my days seemed so brightened up without any cca! :D luv eoy! no i hate eoy - 50% liking, 50% hatred
mug mug mug mug mug..
uh juz giv me the mug and i'll pour water in for you and i dun wanna mug! sien..
btw, at least i managed to finish my home econs project today..feeling quite productive
but still left with the music project due tmr..haven't done any editing to it yet..haiz dun care bout that lah --..not that important too though.

had a green apple slurpee and corn pao today..which both are my first tries on them (: not bad lah.

printing machine not working..and i hav pressed the button "print" before knowing it..it ate my 0.75 cent (15 pages)..which is like almost half of my printing card is worth for..and i got nth from it!

dunno y..juz feeling quite depressed now ):

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bad news :
- i need to continue the patrolling duty before assembly and during recess. argh. uh patrolling duty change to keypress duty adi..lagi sien
- mugging not productive! haven't even started on geog and hist yet and xin yuun says i'm so gonna be dead. but aiya dun care lah
- juz realised that i missed out many points for my music and home econs projects and thus need to frus over them again!
- found out that i lost my new printing card that worth 5 dollars plus 50 cents deposit
- i can't find my CIP form which i passed them to ms quah before holidays
- i forgot to bring my earphones to sch..

good news :
- i had two ice-creams today! 1) tropicana lime + valina (childhood favourite) 2) crunch - ice creams make me feel 幸福 :D
- i survived through the 2hours 45 minutes maths review paper and i managed without doing any practices before (:
- i ran with shin wei chasing after the 265 bus!
- and urm..confidential (:

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i thought of locking myself up in the room for at least 1 and a half hour to mug geog. however, i fell asleep just soon enough..too soon. even without finishing the first chap of the six chapters.. and my mum woke me up just at the time which i had planned to end my mugging.. so all in all, i didn't do anything at all --..

i juz cut my fringe myself..and it was esp terrible today ):

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i was forced to go to my da yi's house for lunch which i went there reluctantly and i wasn't that hungry at all. i rather eat maggi mee at home..): i was already bu shuang then..
after eating..i waited for about 30 minutes and my mum was still chatting away with dayi. i gave hints to my mum that i wanted to go back adi..and my mum asked me to wait. but only to my exasperation..they seemed to get more and more excited and agitated as they continue chatting. in the end i couldn't bear it anymore as there are still loads of thing to do waiting for me at home. and so i walked back myself..in the drizzle..when i actually went there by car.
thanks to this blog..i got rid of my frustration..(:

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HEY BIG PIMPLE

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i went with chingwen to gymnastics lesson. according to her, friday is a 'very painful stretching day'. quite glad to sit there and be a sadist for once though. haha.
and so..i was her surprise gift to MRS lee and Mr lee..:D well, they were married on 09.08 but i didn't attend the dinner cuz i didn't have the time although i came back to m'sia. how sad.
gymnastics classes are now changed to subang..in a nice dance studio. it smelled of a familiar deodorant which my fren used it before after cca.
the dance studio is super cool! and i had thought that the paintings which were actually the toilet doors..were nice --..so pai se.
those ppl weren't ppl..they were rubbers! ouch. i kept wow-ing and ouching for them at the same time..although they didn't feel any pain at all i think. even though i did some of what they did before..but they still look so scary. and chingwen could do the chest roll and elbowbridge with the legs straight or whatever it was called and walkover! :D it felt nice to see these again..
but all the while i was juz sitting/standing at the corner. i only did splits and bridge..and two skips with a plastic rope. it was worth the time though (:

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once again, I was woken up by my stupid sister's annoying barking and whining at 8.20am..argh. feel like smashing her into pieces!

I had quite a funny experience last nite. i had this bizzare dream of having people leaving comments in my blog to wish me happy birthday..when neither yesterday or today is my birthday..it was already the past instead. long time ago i supppose.


ma, i'm so sorry again..i didn't really mean it..the moaning. i just didn't like it when you did that..to you it was alright and there's nothing much to think about. but to me, it was some sort of like an invasion..but still, i'm sorry and i won't repeat that..

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the first person i woke up to see today was again triple, my 'sis'..
i have been anticipating today since the start of the hol actually. but when it comes to today, i don't feel the sense of excitement anymore..
well, truthfully, it's a bit disappointing. or should i be glad too? cuz i don't feel like going out today neither. a bit uneasy..

is my hol counted as unproductive?

1) i went to port dickson..but was acting emo there. like an anti-social person seated far away from the crowd with the earphones attached to the ears. i didn't want to be so 'introvert' too actually. but i juz didn't like to get into the crowd..they were mostly aunties..and unknown to me. at least my mum managed to pull me into the sea once and i had fun..and i smsed with edmund to kill time. but sadly, the person wasn't her..): why wasn't it her? haiz. ed said i'm more 'active' everytime i come back --..
2) i watched you don't mess with the zohan with lll and peili(she's super tall can). the show was lame and crazy. -i wanted to watch money not enough actually..but i thought that sw might want to watch it too. so i didn't. it turned out more disappointing in fact..-
3) i created a blog..which took me about 10 plus hours to get it done..and i haven't even started studying yet..i'm so dead mead. :X so it's the presence of this blog which dragged me away from mugging! argh.
4) my mum kept asking me to eat and eat and eat. i seriously put on a lot of weight..but at least there were cakes included (: and until i said 'my stomach's gonna explode one day' in a slightly raised decibel.owh..i feel bad for my mum.sorry..

i better get into studying now..sien.

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ok so..my sister's name is Triple. only 2 months plus old. she has 3 colours. black.brown.white. cool? so obviously she's not a human. but my mum kept insisting on calling her my sister.
i hate my sister.she daos me..cuz she knows that i'll do my own work and don't play with her. but i actually wanted to play with her that time! ptff. and she licks and bites whenever she gets high..so disgusting. and i seriously need someone to sponsor me copious amount of ethanol now to sterilize myself and all my stuffs before passing the custom back to S'pore!
she pees in the storeroom and poos on the stairs. ew, can't she get a better place to do her business like the toilet? how could she be my sister.
she sleeps whole day long. and the only time she comes and find me is in the morning when i juz woke up, as she didn't know how to get down after coming up the stairs. so what she meant was - she wanted me to bring her down.
and too, she is greedy. the only moment when she REALLY wags her tail at me is during mealtimes. so, i don't get to eat at peace now..ever since i came back home.

haha. but no matter what, i still accept her as my sister. stupid sister (: i like calling her that. actually, she's quite adorable..

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listening to the song "你爱我吗" - a song published quite long ago but which i just downloaded now --.. it's super sien at home.can't go out alone.
- it's evocative of the nostalgic feelings in me..

i know that i'm thinking too much. but i just can't help it.. i feel like emo-ing. it's really important to have friends around you.. and not a dog who only knows how to bite and growl and dao me.

am i too much to suspect her? i wanna confide this into someone..but i can't. my expectation is too high i suppose..
or was it because of him that led to me so demanding now?
the head of the gansters. ok, i hate bad guys. seriously hate.

why doesn't she take the initiative? cuz she takes it for granted? is she seriously sincere?
ok. I shall just order myself to stop having reveries and get into the reality!
but inside, I just don't feel right..

I shall just let it be as time goes..

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yay! thanks to xinyuun. you gave me the impetus to create this blog and so..i did! haha (:
but sry shinwei..i hope you haven't get me a blog yet..if not it means that i have wasted ur time ):..

my first wish for this first blog of mine on this first day of blogging is that i have the perseverance to continue updating and keeping this blog alive.. ok, anyone, smack me if i don't --