events that are more 'special' this week..?
nth really special actually
even if there is i cant really rmb..my days jz passed day by day aimlessly..
anyway..thurs was fun. went to mcD with felicia yvonne and the others for lunch before cca. had filletofish and apple pie..and crap. the mayonaise from the burger and the apple from the pie squirted on my pinafore..-.- so yucks after tat it rained super heavily in all a sudden.. and we ran back to sch! i was wet from head to toe..luckily got leotard to change into.. but in the end still had to go back to hostel in wet pinafore and shoes in the super cold bus. but it was damn fun. my wish to run in the rain finally came true :DD

and stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid mccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc
why change my partner away ):

i saw a 流星 ytd! seriously i did!!! one big one small..how lucky man :D it was my first time seeing one in my whole life time! but didnt manage to make any wish -.-

today's cca was the most tiring ever...i got so hungry that i even felt dizzy when dancing..but nvmd at least the dance is almost complete now :D and i'm dancing almost all parts. yay!!

finally got over this super lousy horrible dreadful wk7! managed to survive through it with big smiles all along :D
but today..after geog test..at last..my whole being turned so sien diao. lyk system down -.-

and dunno y i simply got so frustrated and teed off jz by the dumb washing machine! as it ate my 1 dollar and yet still could not work. damnit. i had to walk up and down the stairs for three times. but it was jz soooo minor. i wonder was it actually other things tat had accumulated inside before and exploded out all at once when the washingmachine bcame the last straw...i wonder...
): y today? at that point of time? at that moment? when i was lyk this? why not before? or maybe later???? ...haih. life is jz so unfair...

recaping wk7...actually oso not bad lah. coz jz kept studying mugging mugging and mugging and hence time passed kinda fast... and i'm lyk numb to cca oredi.. but pe was quite fun playing football lah. got damn high. i shouted goal even before i kicked the ball and eventually the ball didnt go into the goal too. duh. and i skipped morning jog coz of duty! muahhahahahaha :D

i want nobody nobody but you
i want nobody nobody but chicken-ne-ne! ;)

MUGGING SUX! BOO!!!!!!!!

damnit
can u and u jz stop talking to me?
i'm getting irritated
getting intolerable
cant u jz be more considerate or understanding or sensitive?
i dun mind that
but i mind this.. and other things
damnit
why am i getting frustrated over this
letting it affect my mood and my whole being
stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

didnt hav a good slp last night..

haih..

and i dreamt of owh again...
not really dream of owh. but someone telling me about owh

tagged by kwanli. finally, i manage to spare time out to do the tag XD

1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
depends.. if on shopping spree, probably more than 50dollars in a day..

2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
FRIENDS (:

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
not often -.-

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
no. lack of self-esteem..

5. How many babies do you want?
one gal one boy?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
YES!!

7. What is your goal for this year?
to be able to survive through sec3 smoothly and HAPPILY... dance well (:

8. What kept you of being who you are?
friends (:

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?
uh..caring..understanding..sensitive..loyal..good-looking..sporting..cheerful..playful..not underweight not overweight..romantic?

10. What are you really afraid of?
loneliness..

11. What are your bad habits?
to worry about things that shouldnt be fret over

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
erm..

13. State a random fact about yourself.
i'm short and i admit it even though i jump a lot work out a lot eat a lot -.-

14. What does flying means to you?
my dreamS come true :D

15. What do you crave for most currently?
to go out and have fun and for all tests and assignments to disappear!

16. Most unexpected gift you receive so far and when?
from my dad and mum <33

17. Describe the person who tagged you.
hmm..nice and hardworking and a chi pro. but didnt see her for 2 years plus oredi though..

18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
eat wat i want to eat :D and do wat i want to do! but not all of the time la ):

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
i dunno wat will become of me. but i wanna be someone having a happy, xin4 fu2 life..:D

20. If you can choose how you want to end your life, how would it be?
to die at the old age of 100!

okay i think i shall keep my blog alive.. my responsibility..
i get so damn tired every sat after coming back from cca tt i seriously need a nap when i actually rarely take naps..
4 hours of dancing..but okaylah. at least we completed our dance oredi! (: today was productive. and quite fun. even though i slept only for 5 hours ++ during the night before..dance kept me superly awake.. and only when i come back to hostel i totally collapse.. whole body aching -.- but it's a good sign! hahah :D
and ptff walao. everytime around 1++pm along upper bt road it'll jam lyk mad! i was in 74 for lyk 50 minutes??!!

anyway
happy valentine's to everyone!! -choc choc choc!!! :D
to those coupled- may ur relationship go 'steady' (: hahah. today shall leave u a sweet memory..
to those single- happy valentine's too! :D get urself high man!

argh i jz cant stop eating...
coz..
there r damn loads of things to mug D;
important stuffs for next wk..
-bio
-geog
-amaths
-elit
-physics q&a
-chi compo
-SLP

anyway..jiayou!!
die den die la. so what
coz i noe i'm still alive (:
and i dun hav the mood to mug..

my v dinner was 'horrible'.............-.-

haih why is the time passing so slow.. D; so slow! way way way slowerrrrr than a slow super slow snail! damnit
dreadful sch..cca..
i seem to hate goin to sch a lot now. dunno y. probably coz of the mind-gruelling lessons and workload lah. and cca! omg damn sien la -.- but cant blame anyone for this oso. haih. coz it's my fate man. would we ever get gold? or even silver or bronze? my one and only solely syf eh -.- aiya nvmd la i dun really mind..but the thing is..cca on saturday is now extended to from 8am to 12pm! omg. 4 hours!!!!! and i'll need to wake up at 6! wat's the difference between any other normal sch days man. my lovely sat morning! at least cant i slp until 7? haih.. who to blame? my fate again.. D; i jz cant help about this.. as in 4 hours..can our body or mind even take it? and we hav oredi sacrificed our last yr's nov hol eh! D;
hmm..
how i wish i can stay slping forever..be a slping beauty..eh no not suitable..slping queen lah i should say. lol
suprisingly..i dreamt of wai hung ytd nite!
omg. so unexpected..
in d dream i invited my frens over to my house..and unknowingly astoundingly shockingly waihung came! -.- lyk out of the blue..
den erm erm he did sth to me that he used to do..
and in all a sudden out of the silence i shouted gou4 le4! get out of my house now! lyk really shout eh! -.- damn weird and funny dream..hahhaa
wonder how's he now though. heard from qile that's he has seriously became a gangster now..):
another dream..i dreamt of entk confessing to me -.- blah lah. hahah. damn funny. but touching. hahahhahaha. jz feel lyk laughing at the thought of it
lol. laylian..i wanna tell u all these! i bet u'll die from laughing. hahah

sometimes i wonder too
how would i be now if i'm studying in m'sia instead?