finally the wireless is working again!! (: after such a dao3 mei2 weekend without wireless
haih..mentioning about last weekend. seriously sui la..even though it was kinda fun and happy..
last sat's cca was not bad (: time seemed to pass kinda fast..and after cca went to eat macs with alv and after tt i bought a soyabean icecream..1st time trying. omg..taste damn 'healthy' -.-.. even though it looks vanilla-ish but it differs greatly from the vanilla taste lah. then companied alv to find her reporting place for her flag-raising..
after bathing and somewhat studied for a little while..sw phoned me to cui1 wo go out d. -.- so i chong chong mang mang went out loh..and actually, far east is seriously damn close to tang plaza but i went the opp direction instead and 'got lost' -.- but then hm and sw, my 'saviours' came to rescue me :DD
and ohya, i earned 50cent while in the bus on the way! some guy came to ask me whether i hav small change for two dollars..and i only had one fifty but he said nvmd. hahahh. lucky rite.
then went to marina square to play bowling..ate charsiewrice.. and on the way we played some super lame crap game -.- invented by sw?? but quite fun lah. hahah. we were not supposed to say a few words in our conver and this made our speaking sounds so retarded!
came back to play bball then.. but didnt really play lah. sth very very suay happened.. i went into a toilet..and when i wanted to go out..i didnt see a step there coz the light was kinda dim and guess wat? i kind of tripped over it..my toes knocked over the step.. and at tt moment. my big toe felt damn numb..and started to bleed after few seconds.. kinda scary..even when i lift my foot up the blood will drip..
sueyi companied me to the office to disinfect it.. mr jeevan helped me to clean it and 'bandaged' it..thanks him a lot (: but the bandage was sort of too loose and it came out soon after i reached my room. and i wet it accidentally.. so aiya heck care. leave it exposed to air is better. wat if there's any fungus or bacteria and if wrapped up..the warm condition will allow the bacteria to fluorish on my toe! hahah. tt's wat the person said (:
and damnit. the next morning, i found out tt the liquid thingy (platelets?) from my toe or the iodine solution? stained my beloved bedsheet made by my mum..):
for d whole day that sticky gross liquid kept flowing out non-stop no matter how many times i cleaned it.. and i was damn scared.. damn worried and sad tt my toe cant heal in time for me to join syf...coz syf is jz in 2 weeks' time.. if i really cant join d syf...haih. i dunno wat to say. i'll jz be damn sad and disappointed..after so many hard work and effort put in since last year.. it's not really coz of d cca points..it's more of the stage and performing experience tt i want..and how nice would it be dancing on stage with all the modern dancers whom i had jiayou-ed so hard with for the past few months..it's jz..indescribable. and how nice would it be sharing the joys and tears after the syf.. coz i hav confidence in our majie dance (:
also, i accidentally bent my specs! when i put it in my pocket and turned and it brushed against the sofa.. walao. my specs were really badly damaged. so serious tt when i went to repair it jz now..the person said tt there's a high change tt it might break ... and luckily tt i hav contacts lah -.-
and i bruised my leg again..against a sharp edge of some part of my bed/desk/the drawer below my bed..

but today..everything turned out fine (: my toe's much better! the liquid stopped and it doesnt hurt tt much anymore..except when i accidentally knocked it against sth again..and yes it did happened a few times..i'm jz damn clumsy ): there was one time in sch when i walked down the stairs the person in front of me kicked her leg up backwards and it hit my toe -.- damn zun3. sakit lah walao..tt's the bad thing about wearing slippers. hahah. hmm..but at least my toe is not swollen or black (as wat sw predicted? --..) nor infected! still got chance for syf lah (: but i cant practise dancing during cca..haih. hopefully felicia's fav teacher wont scold -.-
and i dont think i need a doctor for my toe anymore (:
and my specs was successfully bent back to normal too! but it's super vulnerable now.. but still, it shows tt i'm super lucky today! really thx the optical shop person a lot..and the person was so nice (: she didnt even want my egg tart -.-
and oh, today's geog test was suprisingly much easier than expected! cant believe tt ms tan will even set ques with definations..totally out-of-the-blue lah.
and yes, no sdls today!! wooohooo~ sry dont blame me..my mood's good today :D even though my eyes hurt a lot since after sch i dunno y..
cant believe tt i'm taking up olympiad maths training and the comp even when i hav never totally come in contact with any maths olympiad ques before -.-

Giver of life, Creator of all that is lovely,
Teach me to sing the words of your song;
I want to feel the music of living
And not fear the sad songs,
But from them make new songs
Composed of both laughter and tears.
Teach me to dance to the sounds of your world and your people,
I want to move in rhythm with your plan;
Help me to try to follow your leading,
To risk even falling,
To rise and keep trying
Because you are leading the dance

fuh..finally fri! after such a seemingly endless and torturous, unbearable week..cant believe that it's only wk1 when it feels lyk wk3 oredi! u can even say that it's wk5 man!! and tt my syf is over..garh jz cant wait for syf to be here..tmr still need to wake up early for cca. haih i'm damn sleepy i want to slp eh..): 7 more practices to go..come fast!!
today's elit paper was damn shit and screwed. not enough time. but aiya at least it's better than having it ytd totally unprepared..was so devastated when ms praba told us about it ytd -.- and since it's over..so i shall let the test incident fly away and not bother me (:
went to buy choc and cheese cakes and tauhui and some sandwiches buns later to boost myself up :DD i believe tt all nice food has endorphins not only choc (:
walao stupid mc can u jz stop accusing me/us and stop being so irritating. garh. you day-ruin-er lah
was drawing a 'poster' with jiro inside for jj during the whole 4 periods of maths today.. was learning on smilar triangles..so can multitask a bit lah. coz i scared not enough time to finish the thing for jj.. but my place is a very obvious place and i think mq saw me doin other thing else..i think she bushuang.. feel so bad and sry for wat i did. haih always lyk this one lah..jz cant resist not doin hw during slack lessons..but after tt will start feeling guilty again ): i shall jz learn hard to control my urge at times..since i had adi successfully managed to curb myself from using phone i believe i can achieve this as well (:
jia you..

i hope i made the right choice for not signing up for slc!! coz for everytime, everytime i regretted after all the decisions i made!! for dunno how many events adi -.- simply jz hate myself for this..
and now..
should i take up olympiad maths training plus the paper?
...

anyway, i hope tmr will be a good nice day even though there's cca!
gonna go for macs with alv after cca tmr..
and tmr's earth hour day!!
everyone rmb to off lights from 8.30-9.30pm! (:

haih
came back to sing on fri night..
i was damn damn sleepy when i reached novena..coz i woke up damn early to eat breakfast with my parents (: (and i dont regret) and it's damn hard for me to sleep in the bus.. watched wall e too. but without any sound coz i dont hav the headset..and the robots are super cute! (:
tried to slp early tat nite. but couldnt even though damn tired..no idea why..probably coz my brain refused to adapt back to the environment here bah..):
woke up early for cca..sien..and my eyelids were still heavily drooping..
when i was washing up only then i realised that i forgot to brush my teeth on fri nite before goin to bed! hahah
and when i was at the busstop oredi only then i realised that i forgot to bring along my water bottle too! D; lol. such a sucky day..
after cca when to sherbelle's house to do project. had pizza for lunch ..(: ok lah. kinda productive. finished the board..simple but nice :D hahah. aiya heck care lah..
still left with the ppt and report..haih sien..
after tat went to orchard rd to repair my phone.. haih. the person said will hav to reset my phone..and all data will be reset. all msgs in my inbox gone....:'[
haih..
thinking of wat i'll be doin if i'm still in m'sia now..
thinking of those nice nice food i ate at home..
and pa ma gor and triple..
haih ):
i haven even finish my hw -.-
anyway, got one good news. i finally washed my sch shoes jz now!! after so long since i bought the shoes last yr.. :D

DREAD SCH!!!!!!!!!!!! D;

damnit. i cant stop hic-cuppinggg! ): for the whole day adi lah! damn xin ku

hello people! (:
haven blog since a long time
anyway, i'm back in m'sia!
after so long...torturous days
and full of regretment -.-

msia rocks lah
home sweet home (:

came back on sat night..
and i'm skipping 2 ccas on tues and thurs...
going back early on fri night..
to go for cca on sat morning and to sherbelle's house after tat to bathe and to do project
haih
wat holiday is this -.-

hw banyak
and i dunno how to do
and i hav totally no idea what the dumb chi project is about

but at least
food banyak
and very nice :D
i jz tried a passion fruit ytd..and it tasted not bad even though it looked utterly disgusting! *lyk mucus

and my mum bought mini poppers........

met up with laylian last sun (:
lol. fk is jz cute okay! dont gek lah. hahah. i noe u an shuang many times but not that time lah i trust you
and walao. he didnt reply me
eh no. is he wont reply me
hahah
enjoy ur camp @ dusun eco! (:

and ohya
if anyone of u happened to sms me in sing since last thurs..
and wondering why i didnt reply
so sry..
coz my phone kind of spoilt
cant receive nor send sms..
and i think i wont even be able to receive ur smses even after i got my phone repaired when i get back to sing ):
haih

is this a curse or spell cast on me..
every morning..no matter where am i despite what i'm doin
i think of u..
ur name seems to appear everywhere..
it affects my emotion a lot..
i get stunned at the sight of it
and now..i'm feeling sad again.. coz it's morning..
):
so pls stop haunting me..
giv me back my normal life!!!!
u make me feel so dead and useless

to me
staying silent is the ultimate solution..

finally friday!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD fry the night man. but cannot la..very tired -.- my eyes lyk drooping and aching.. today's ss test sux. tat's it.. and in the afternoon the sun was scorchingly hot..
and ohya..i had my councillor assesment after sch today.. it was kinda scary.. confronting with two exco seniors which i dont really know..and i hate to evaluate myself..

went for syf dance rehearsal ytd at ucc hall! cant believe that they used lyk thousands jz to rent the 2 hours of the stage??!!
omg. but the stage was damn cool!! and impressive..and it felt so great to be dancing up there with the impactful lighting effects :D never in my life being on such a grand stage before.. my pri sch's one was oso okay lah. but obviously not as astounding as this..
hahah
and our ma jie dance rocks man!! :DDD
okay
there's hope for gold with honest!!!
but i'm feeling kinda bad for skipping 2 ccas in the coming march hols..but oh well.. no choice ;)

sw is damn lame damn lame damn lame but is also a failure in laming about raccoons => failure in lameness. hahahhah :DD

crap. i'm starting to get a bit regretful over not goin for hcac
sch is so sien!!! worse is need to face that stupid damn hilarious mc. garhh
and i could hav skip ss test this friday lah.. damn loads of pages to study.. i even started to yawn at pg 33 when there r 20 more to go -.-
nvmd..
i shall jz help the others to collect hw lah
xi sheng xiao wo wan cheng da wo :D
and.. i cant bang sei sw in sch :D （nah sw, ur name appear in my post le! happy? (: )

haih i would hav known that i would regret one lah. coz i always do..

damn it. why i see ur name everywhere ://