i woke up at 2am++ during midnight cuz my ears were too hot and itchy..and i applied listerine..but luckily i managed to get back into slp later on (:
my face was still a bit swollen this morning when i woke up, but not as red as ytd's (: and now..it's not really swollen anymore!! yay!! it's gonna heal soon!! :D
tired and exhausted now..and my legs! damn poor thing..they are seriously aching.. it was adi painful since this morning when i woke up..plus the burden from the cca in the afternoon..you can imagine how my legs are now -- can i still walk tmr? hopefully yes..i wanna go out one leh!! i dun wan to get stuffed up in the bs..damn sien!
juz now can't pay attention to wat teacher was saying at all..i was so chi dun and blur and lousy.. i was tired, really not having any mood to dance..so..no one can ever force me to if i dun hav the passion or desire to dance at that moment! hmph..not even when someone criticise me
had dinner outside with samantha today (: at least the food was way better than that served in the bs? (:

seriously can't believe wat happened to me today..
when i woke up i could hardly open my eyes.. cuz my eye lids were swollen!! it was real difficult to keep my eyes opened.. and my eyes were super small..were almost the same as juz one line! and even when i tried to force it open wide i couldn't..-- i was terrified..cuz it was my first time experiencing this..
but it got better in the afternoon when i wanted to prepare to go to sch for cca.. at least the eyes could still be opened wide enough for me to put on contacts..?
though, my whole face was red! and my ears and chin itch..had slight rashes i think.. i seriously looked lyk a roasted pig!
but still, i had to go for cca..cuz since i came back here is juz all for the sake of my cca..den it won't make any sense if i dun go for cca but stay in bs..
i didn't do ji ben gong.. and luckily the dance studio was air-conditioned so i could still dance (: but the whole time my face was feeling uneasy..had to bear it though.. and i persevered (lyk wat sw asked me to?) and made it :D
now..my face is still red, cheeks swollen and my ears kind of itch.. and it feels hot in the face and ears!
dunno wat's happening to me..probably allergy? but seriously hoping that it's not caused by that.. it cost me so much! and i didn't inform her on buying that..): feeling so bad and sry now.. wat if i'm really allergic to that and thus tat thing would juz be a total waste? it was for 86.40!!
having a bad time here in s'pore..):

juz woke up from a half-an-hour eve nap (: seriously mentally exhausted. and my eyes hurt a lot..until now it still hurts. the days here are really tiring enough for me!
really bored in the room now..even though xy's there at d and there are shows for me to watch..but i'm still feeling lonely and sien ): i miss home..): i want to go back..):

back in s'pore
finally, i hav the time to hav a sit and relax.. wat a busy day today is..and a dreadful day
i couldn't slp last nite..all the way till 3am plus? maybe cuz..there were too many things swimming in my mind and could not settle..
woke up at 5.30am. 2 hours slp oni..haha. bus back to s'pore at 7.30am.. worse, other than having to wake up such early when i finally managed to slp at 3++am..i had stomach ache! and i had to bear it throughout the whole bus journey.. ):
i sat with a lady from south africa..she's a nice and friendly person i can say (:
after the departure..i had to rush back hostel..and i got so freaked out when my ezlink couldn't scan pass! i tot there was some prob with my card..a the guard asked me to look for the ppl in the office..but the office was closed.. and why at that moment!! at the moment when i had to rush for time! had a quick lunch in the dining hall..haiz i seriously miss my home food..m'sia's food ):
having no choice as it was adi 2pm, i took a taxi to sch for cca at 2.30pm. lol..the taxi driver didn't even know where my sch is nor where amk street13 or ave2 is! we were lyk round and round amk..at last i asked him to go from amk central as i'm more familiar with that route --.. and that cab fare caused me 10.50 dollars! argh..juz for the sake of cca..i spent 17.50 dollars on cab fares in order to juz be in time for cca! ://
i realised (actually long long time ago had adi realised tat) tat i'm really lousy in my cca..

still hav to go to sch tmr for councillor meeting..hav to be in sch by 9.30am ): haiz i hav tot that tmr will be my day off and i'm free to do anything i lyk but.. haiz

i miss m'sia..
i miss home..
i miss my family..
i miss triple.. (amazingly)
i want to go back..right now!! but i know it's impossible duh..

juz now i really wanted to cry..physical + mental torment
but tried hard to control the tears.. cuz scared might make her feel bad..
she's really nice..but uh she was way using too much strength? ... it's seriously painful..VERY! and damaging..?hopefully it won't turn out tat way..but in the way that i hoped for

my face's ruined..
helpless..
feel lyk crying..
but it won't help..
jz pray for it to heal fast..really fast
sry ma..

waiting for sth to happen to cheer me up (:

really really seriously dun feel lyk goin back there right now..
jz very very very fan2..
so many ccas dance committee stuffs and councillor stuffs to be done when i go back..
feeling uneasy now..stomach ache..cuz i ate too much? -- nvmd. but it really hurts..and i hav no idea wat to do..
and other probs..? dun feel lyk saying

juz got 2 shocks by a bee and my stupid dog. i was using com and a super big bee flew past me! so i ran away..and stood at a spot. not realising that triple was jz right beside my foot and she licked me..and there, i got a shock again -- y am i so cham la..

haiz so fast mon. am i seriously going back there tmr morning? i dun wan!!
i'm being VERY HAPPY here..dun wan to go back there lah walao ): but hav to..cca cca cca cca. one word, sien
went for sushi king today in pyramid :D
er but at first i weren't tat happy..due to some reasons..cuz my parents didn't giv me a time so that i could prepare 1st. but my mum did tell me to 'faster', but i dunno when..
when i juz finished bathing, my bro suddenly shouted to me to ask me faster..everyone's waiting in the car le --..shit. so i didn't hav time to change into another shirt and went out with wet hair and a black collared blouse (in such a super hot day)..kind of being unprepared. haiz, and i was the cause of everyone's waiting?... and i accidentally cut my hand at the wrist while rushing down..but it didn't hurt much lah
so..my mood wasn't tat good in the first place..feeling bu shuang to talk. moreover, i wasn't that hungry yet too..
but it turned better during the lunch (:..
well, sushi was NICE
i don't really lyk sushi last time, in fact i was even kind of being disgusted by the smell of it. but now i seem to want to eat it? i ordered a wasabi-flavoured sushi and ate them all juz now. haha (: not bad..
after that, i went on an unexpected shopping with my parents..but a short one for about 3 hours. seeing the fact that my dad is someone impatient and doesn't shop and my mum doesn't really shop either, 3 hours walking around looking at my stuffs is adi very considerate and nice of them :D and they spent rm99.70 on me..bought a shirt from romp and a vest and a pair of slippers from mod.. feeling really grateful towards my parents..they don't even shop or spend for themselves! thanks so much pa ma!
the weather here is seriously scorchingly burning HOT!
feeling so restless and dizzy when i reached home..
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK FOR CCA OR FOR SCH! :'(

tagged by yvonne.wen (yeap i noe that ur surname is not wen..but i juz lyk calling you wen (: sry).. first time doing a tag. lol haha. cuz this tag is SHORT :D


1) Do you think you're hot?
no


2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
seeing the person in real isn't it better? haha (:


3) Why do you like that picture?
there's no pic..-- sry


4) When was the last time u ate PIZZA?
last mon during cluster activity (:


5) The last song you listen to.
pretty boy


6) What are you doing right now besides this?
watching hei tang ma qi duo ep8


7) What name could you prefer besides yours?
dunno? i juz lyk my name yiyin (:


ppl to tag
1. yvonne (another yvonne)
2. shinwei
3. yvonne.wen (haha tag you back!)
4. kairou
5. felicia


8) Who is number 1?
my pregnant de 'laopo' who doesn't make birdnest for me!!! haha jk lah. she's a dance fren of mine (:


9) Number 3 is having a relation ship with?
er i dunno..?


10) Say something about number 5?
she's nice :D and tall and super duperly flex!


11) How about number 4?
she's nice too :D and tall too and she's my senior


12) Who is number 2?
my roommate! (:


-done in 5 mins-

after so so so so so so so long, i finally went to pasar malam with my parents!! had "jing long bao" (tat's wat i called it - the peanut pancake from pasar malam) and ai4 yu4 bing1 and some other titbits and nice sweet fruits for dinner!! super nice and xing4 fu2 (: even though they are juz plain cheap food from the stalls in pasar malam..but they really made me a wonderful meal! being in m'sia with family and nice food is juz a real pleasure! but duh..i'm definitely missing my friends..):
really really super bloated and full now..i'm wondering how much weight i gained --..lol haha. dun care!! anyway, i'm gonna suffer again after going back there on tues wat
i realised that i hav been growing a bit taller le! cuz now i stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom i could see the whole of my face adi, when i actually can't last time.. my mum said i grew taller too :D good news!! thanks to bball too bah.yay. i'm so gonna continue playing bball even if i'm playing alone

another yay!! my parents said we are eating sushi king tmr!! :D

i'm putting on loads of weight here. haha. m'sia food home food are NICE :D so nice that i can't resist them even though i'm adi full!! as a result, i'm feeling super bloated + uneasy now..but nvmd! haha. dun care lah..must eat as much as i could before going back there and get tortured again! (: didn't go out shopping or anywere since i came back from s'pore for the weekend..juz stayed at home oni. tat's wat my parents lyk..so..hav to comply loh. staying at home is nice too. home sweet home (: even though sometimes i really felt lyk goin pyramid there to shop or juz window shopping.. argh ec doesn't offer any art! another prob.. nvmd, shall settle the subject combi oni tmr now i'm quite worried that i can't manage to attend for cca next tues on time.. taking the bus at 7.30am..reaching novena at 12.30pm..for the earliest. half an hour to reach bs..den it'll be 1pm bah. another hour needed to get to sch..and cca starts at 2.30pm. but wat if there's a delay? lyk last fri's bus.. haiz. i dun wanna be late for cca leh..and it'll be really rushing. but no choice loh..since mon buses are all full le ):
dunno wat to post le..

currently blogging in m'sia now (:
lol ytd i sat with some unknown guy, again -- but aiya i dun mind lah. the departure time was delayed by about half an hour..in the bus damn sien. could oni listen to the music and munch biscuits since i can't talk to anyone and can't slp properly..
my mum cooked my favourites for me :D tapioca! haha..and nice chicken and vege..so much better than hostel's food obviously. my mum disagree to me eating char kuey teow..she said it's too oily.. ): but i want!! argh. and i want to eat dai3 chao2!!
had fried beehoon for dinner.. and choc! my mum oni allowed me to eat one..but i stealthily took two cubes!! haha :D y can't i finish the whole thing? nth's wrong with eating choc at night bah..
slept with my parents in the masterbedroom..cuz my uncle is staying with us and using my room right now.. so i'm kind of 'roomless' now ):
stupid triple came and licked my face at 7am in the morning!! walao super gross lah. i was slping so nicely..and suddenly this dog came and disturbed me.. and i was actually having a dream! :// dumb triple..lyk to lick my feet -- and she stinks!
really weird, i had a dream last nite about wql..and he was touching my waist and stomach! -- walao. random lah.. it's not lyk i'm still keeping in contact with him since after pri sch
really fan2 now..dunno wat decision to make for my subject combi next year..take ec? art? my mum encouraged me to take art cuz she said it's good..but the prob is, will i hav time for that? and to stay back after sch for it? when my cca is lyk adi strenuous enough..
had char siew pao and kuih and milo ice for breakfast today! nice :D
and ohya..luckily my bro quite lyk the shirt that i bought for him (: and i'm happy for that too!

it's thurday adi!! and i'm going back to m'sia tmr morning? seriously can't believe it.. time passed so fast. and i haven ... haiz
my whole body's aching lyk mad after cca.. esp my waist. the bones.. owh. did a lot of floorwork for dance..and rolled here and there non-stop. and there's one part where i'm quite confused by wat teacher --..
is it a good thing for not going for cca tmr?
hao chu- i don't hav to suffer further before my body heals..
the bad thing - i'll miss a lot of things ):

argh and today's the 'last day' of sch and how can i forget to put the attendance bk back?!! the first time summore
i really bu4 she3 de2 to go back.. even though i'm coming back on next tues, but almost everyone will be gone already by then! wat's the point..haiz. but at least xinyuun's still here bah (:
how i really wish to see her before going back..even jz an eye would do..

today's wed. sch's admin day. a no sch day. but i still hav to go to sch from 9am till 3pm ++ for cca and s.c investiture rehearsal..walao. wat no sch day. it's juz lyk a sch day for me can..maybe worse than a normal sch day i can say --..
worse is that today's breakfast was quite..lan4? chee cheong fun with no jiang4
i still dun hav any cloth for the dance yet.. haiz. still dancing empty-handed..pathetic ): dunno how i'll manage to cope and catch up when i get the cloth. cuz by then it'll be really different to dance with the cloth..
i'm currently stuck with 3 dances in my mind now.. ahhh super confusing lah. one major one for cca..2 performances for the s.c. investiture. can't focus.. really sry if i didn't really contribute much during the meeting juz now..cuz i seriously can't think anymore after cca. super super tired..
hurt my knees, elbows, waist bone and back. and now blueblacks are everywhere! haiz. tmr cca again. 3 days consecutively.. luckily i'm going back on fri..get to skip the fri's cca cuz if not it'll be 4 days in a row. but i'll miss a lot of things if i skip it. haiz..

get tired very easily recently..due to cca? or lack of slp? i dunno
not very happy oso for these few days. but i dunno y..
but at least crunch cheered me up a bit for today..

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k i'm here to update my blog again (:
watched lanqiuhuo till ep9 today..expected myself to finish it by today but er no time. haha
went to island creamery.. two scoops of ice cream. wasabi. another scoop of cookies and cream plus the cone :D wanted to try the brownie with icecream actually.. but was quite full den. so nvmd next time bah
bball again.. got hit in the stomach twice.. my shooting's super lan now!! chi1 cuo4 yao4 la.. stupid wasabi ): haha. but it was challenging..not regretting either (:
yay no sch tmr!

it's adi 1am now. but i'm blogging..cuz i had made a promise to myself to keep this blog updated at the whole start of my blogging life (: so here i am again.
sch has been quite meaningless now..? translation course. sien. for 1 minute i remembered wat i learn. after that min everything in my head gone and tat's it --..haiz. sleepy head juz can't work..i don't remember anything teacher had gone through..not even a single thing! but for fri's course i slept for the whole 20 mins break. satisfied le at least (: but i had blocked nose..so it was quite a suffer...plus it was in an air-cond comp lab. torturous lah
i seriously had quite a different perspective view of mrs gurung after her 2 lessons of --------- education. haha
went to novena today to change my bus ticket..going back on next fri 8am. so fast.. but quite missing my family too (: and my mum can't wait to see me so i hav to wake up early juz to take tat 8am early bus back --.. but haiz. hav to come back here again on the following tues for cca..haiz 3 4 days ba4 le..pathetic la. oni one cca day off given ): gonna hav a hard time through my nov hol..and oso a boring time ):
unexpectedly, after changing my ticket..i started walking around and shopped! ... (speechless)
and watched butterfly lover at j8. it was super cold cuz i wore oni shorts..and the movie was really sad. so i cried and shivered at the same time.. my legs were so numb after the 2 plus hours.. the movie was not bad bah.. sad. tat's all i can say
bball after tat..talked bout ghostly stories --.. but ok, i oni lyk watching funny ghost movies! lyk kai1 xin1 gui3 (:
legs aching nw again.. tired. better slp now.. nite everyone!

ytd's dance was super fun! we learnt new dance steps..for syf de bah. it's called su qi (not the pretty actress su qi--..)..it has a story line.. and ok i'm forced to leave my hair long and not cut it from now on all the way till syf next year!! ahh by then it'll be super long adi lah.. and we are supposed to tie a long plait and to tie the plait into a bun on stage!!
er better not fully disclose the mistery of the dance 1st bah (: if not no more surprise..lol haha. i can't wait to see the end product of the dance too! wang lao shi said that she'll group us into different groups and each group will hav their own particular step. can even imagine how the dance will turn out now..i bet it'll be super nice!! and fun and challenging :D and i can't wait to finish learning it! and this will be my first time dancing with a "shirt" ( like the patient's uniform in the hospital juz tat it's red and black instead..)
but too bad.. hav to miss dance for tmr due to the year end dinner..er ironically, part of me feel quite sad tat i'll miss cca..all the fun and the new steps..cuz i hav actually always been hoping to hav the chance to skip cca

ytd cca, today muscle ache. and i was so tired today after sch tat i immediately fell asleep as soon as i laid on the bed after bathing..even without me myself knowing. and sw said i really slept!!

ran in the heavy rain with sw today!! so fun!! and we were really lyk luo tang ji waiting for the traffic light to turn green by the side of the road (many cars can't possibly j walk..) and oso when we were waiting for the 74 bus. luckily it was a non air-conditioned bus..if not i would hav been freezing to death.. but i wan to get sick! den no need to go to sch tmr. haiz sch is lyk so meaningless now ..and sien!

eoy results all out..still ok bah. quite satisfied..juz tat maths had all careless mistakes. and i misread the topic ques for elit section c essay writing..and i juz passed tat section by 0.5 mark. haiz..so elit b4 loh for the exam paper itself..but nvmd lah. still happy :D

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didn't blog for a long time le..

stuck in between dnyby and lanqiuhuo now
which one should i finish watching 1st? .. haiz si3 dan3 bah

lol..i juz sneezed two times consecutively.. feeling quite sick today..
stomah slight uneasiness..
leg aching..
ankle skin-peeling..feel a burning sensation everytime it touches water..haiz hopefully it'll recover by next tues..if not i dun think i can wear the dance shoes..? but nvmd, it's worth it..shall not regret..
sore throat.. due to improper food and water bah..

ytd, went out
today, watch dnyby.. and only until now i could use the internet --

finally, i ate my mai ya tang le!! but i had to brush teeth straight away finishing it..it seriously got stuck to my teeth.. but it was nice. and i dun mind another one more and having to brush my teeth again :D

shinwei, really ma4-ing di4 tmr? we hav been saying this for dunno how many days le eh. will we really do it tmr? haha (: we shall c

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haven't been blogging for quite a long time adi i suppose..
quite mad over shows now. currently watching lan qiu huo, dou niu yao bu yao and death note. all watched till half way (: so kinda confusing me now. haha
and i still hav many many many shows more to watch!!

last sat went shopping. from bugis to many other places.. but spent much of the time in the mrt actually. haha
sun stared at elit notes and stoned for very very long time..

no sch today :D cuz i dun take mep neither drama.. woke up at 7.30am..had milo and biscuits for breakfast, sambil makan sambil menonton death note change the world..haih finished watching that show adi..sad ): but nvmd, now i'm continueing with lanqiuhuo and douniuyaobuyao. gonna watch heitangmaqiduo the next (:
afternoon 3pm went to orchard road to shop with sw and other hcis ppl :D

haih cca resumes tmr..sien
cca's gonna be on for tues, thurs and even fri for now..but at least this new timetable is not starting from tis wk..if not it'll seriously bog me down..

woohoo~ FINALLY!! :DDD
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SUPER HAPPY THAT THIS WK'S EOYS ARE OVER!!! :DD dunno how to describe my feelings..juz feeling glad that's all (: full of anticipation now..


tried to slp juz now but couldn't although i felt a bit tired..argh so juz gave up and eat and blog instead (: internet if finally available..


finished making my frozen oranges and apples plus yogurt! :D bet they'll be super nice..cuz it's my indigenious recipe and it's made by me! haha. though frozen apples and oranges were started by xy 1st.. but i added yogurt..so it's unique :D can't wait to eat them.. but they are not frozen yet..shall wait patiently


weather's so hot now.. how nice it'll be if it rains NOW.. then go and play bball in the rain :D it rained within angmokio region juz now during eoys..hopefully the clouds will 'fly' to bukit timah area here soon~


today's maths paper was terrible lah. again
paper one was quite manageable.. but for paper two i left one ques blank cuz couldn't figure out how to do (but after sw telling me how to solve it i felt so stupid lah cuz it was actually very simple when i thought it as complicated -- should hav looked up at the top of paper for my previous intermediate answer lah!!) and i had to redraw my graph also. i drew the table too big so in the end there wasn't any space enough for the linear graph and ms leong said can't draw out of the squares..eventually everything was so rushing!! i was still writing my last graph's answer when ms leong announced stop writing.. and the answer was written like chicken scratch. hopefully whoever who marks it will think that it's legible bah..
but still feeling happy cuz it's over!! (:
no use crying over spilled milk rite?
over le den dun care liao lah :D


after sch went to coro with sw..and i bought 4 packets of different biscuit to replenish my food supply (: and some oranges and apples too to freeze them (: how i wish i could freeze myself in the freezer also..super hot now
sw bought a 'hong2 cha2' for me too. it's nice k sw!! thanks (:


btw, those who wanna listen to nice songs..tune in to 883 'jia1 fm" (88.30MHz) it's a radio station of a mixture of eng and chinese songs..super nice :D


still waiting patiently for my frozen oranges and apples plus yogurt..

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ytd about 20mins juz before sdls kairou's parents finally arrived! (thanks so much :D)
and i finally got my bball!
my mum teased me that i'm gonna hug the ball to slp at nite..lol. haha.
my parents brought me along with my favourite biscuits too..when i actually didn't ask for them. thanks so much pa ma!! you all really know me well (: haha
well, i juz finished eating one xiang1 bing3..and almost all of the sak4 kei3 ma2 (or wateva you call it..) and i better stop eating now..can't bear to see them disappear off juz in one day..(:

THREE more papers to go..ONLY :D
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was adi in bed at 10.40pm last nite..but i took quite long to get into slp i think..
jie and shinwei woke up at 4am to mug again..but i didn't got awakened by them this time.. (no i'm not a pig..juz that i was too tired :D) so i still woke up at my usual time 5.30am (:

at first i thought the sc paper comes after the eng paper II.. but this morning right before pledge taking only den i realised that sc paper was the first one! wat a shock in such a morning.. i thought i'll still hav the recess to finish up everything cuz i didn't finish mugging everything yet..

sc was quite terrible? but at least managed to finish all in time and to add in many many crappings before time's out (: uh so..feel quite acomplished bah..
for eng compre i thought i had copius time..so i took my own sweet time to ans the ques.. but in the end i had to rush through my summary ): but still ok la i think

nvmd lah over le den suan le (:
now..slack!!! and enjoy my biscuits
uh juz now the biscuit crumbs spilled all over my bed and floor due to my carelessness..nvmd it won't affect my mood that easily though (:

i wore slippers to sch today. so weird..wearing such a formal sch uniform but such a casual footwear..doensn't match at all.. like a pai2 gia4? (:
everyone was like asking wat happened to my leg.. and i actually juz found out that i hurt the same toe as ronghui's punya previous injury. haha..such coincidence

miss cactus dance in all a sudden ):
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surfed through the youtube and i actually found my cactus dance! (:
although it didn't really seem as nice as when you viewed the dance during the actual exact performance itself..but still, cactus dance rox!
and so is jian zhi gu niang too! sngs dance rox :D

mug sc day
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in the end, i still couldn't resist the temptation of using the comp! lol haha. nvmd lah slack is ok and i should slack (:

ytd nite went to play bball..
before the others came i was practising doing split-lit..bare-footed. as a result, i brushed my toe really hard against the floor..rough floor. --.. the first time i thought it was ok and nth happened to my toe..so i continued jumping and doing split-lit and brushed my toe another time.. but still i didn't really feel any pain..
and luckily i stopped to rest and had a look at my toe
well, the skin came off and it was bleeding! (thanks to the platelets which helped the blood to clot? lol haha bio.) but it didn't hurt much that time..only after a while it started to hav a piercing feeling..

it rained too shortly later when the game started..ran into the canteen for shelter..it was quite dark..
played cards..
at first i thought of going back at 10.15 to slp early cuz was super tired..but in the end still came back at 11.30pm. haha (: nvmd lah as long as it was fun