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listening to the song "你爱我吗" - a song published quite long ago but which i just downloaded now --.. it's super sien at home.can't go out alone.
- it's evocative of the nostalgic feelings in me..

i know that i'm thinking too much. but i just can't help it.. i feel like emo-ing. it's really important to have friends around you.. and not a dog who only knows how to bite and growl and dao me.

am i too much to suspect her? i wanna confide this into someone..but i can't. my expectation is too high i suppose..
or was it because of him that led to me so demanding now?
the head of the gansters. ok, i hate bad guys. seriously hate.

why doesn't she take the initiative? cuz she takes it for granted? is she seriously sincere?
ok. I shall just order myself to stop having reveries and get into the reality!
but inside, I just don't feel right..

I shall just let it be as time goes..