11:30 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
back in s'pore
finally, i hav the time to hav a sit and relax.. wat a busy day today is..and a dreadful day
i couldn't slp last nite..all the way till 3am plus? maybe cuz..there were too many things swimming in my mind and could not settle..
woke up at 5.30am. 2 hours slp oni..haha. bus back to s'pore at 7.30am.. worse, other than having to wake up such early when i finally managed to slp at 3++am..i had stomach ache! and i had to bear it throughout the whole bus journey.. ):
i sat with a lady from south africa..she's a nice and friendly person i can say (:
after the departure..i had to rush back hostel..and i got so freaked out when my ezlink couldn't scan pass! i tot there was some prob with my card..a the guard asked me to look for the ppl in the office..but the office was closed.. and why at that moment!! at the moment when i had to rush for time! had a quick lunch in the dining hall..haiz i seriously miss my home food..m'sia's food ):
having no choice as it was adi 2pm, i took a taxi to sch for cca at 2.30pm. lol..the taxi driver didn't even know where my sch is nor where amk street13 or ave2 is! we were lyk round and round amk..at last i asked him to go from amk central as i'm more familiar with that route --.. and that cab fare caused me 10.50 dollars! argh..juz for the sake of cca..i spent 17.50 dollars on cab fares in order to juz be in time for cca! ://
i realised (actually long long time ago had adi realised tat) tat i'm really lousy in my cca..
still hav to go to sch tmr for councillor meeting..hav to be in sch by 9.30am ): haiz i hav tot that tmr will be my day off and i'm free to do anything i lyk but.. haiz
i miss m'sia..
i miss home..
i miss my family..
i miss triple.. (amazingly)
i want to go back..right now!! but i know it's impossible duh..
juz now i really wanted to cry..physical + mental torment
but tried hard to control the tears.. cuz scared might make her feel bad..
she's really nice..but uh she was way using too much strength? ... it's seriously painful..VERY! and damaging..?hopefully it won't turn out tat way..but in the way that i hoped for
my face's ruined..
helpless..
feel lyk crying..
but it won't help..
jz pray for it to heal fast..really fast
sry ma..
waiting for sth to happen to cheer me up (:
finally, i hav the time to hav a sit and relax.. wat a busy day today is..and a dreadful day
i couldn't slp last nite..all the way till 3am plus? maybe cuz..there were too many things swimming in my mind and could not settle..
woke up at 5.30am. 2 hours slp oni..haha. bus back to s'pore at 7.30am.. worse, other than having to wake up such early when i finally managed to slp at 3++am..i had stomach ache! and i had to bear it throughout the whole bus journey.. ):
i sat with a lady from south africa..she's a nice and friendly person i can say (:
after the departure..i had to rush back hostel..and i got so freaked out when my ezlink couldn't scan pass! i tot there was some prob with my card..a the guard asked me to look for the ppl in the office..but the office was closed.. and why at that moment!! at the moment when i had to rush for time! had a quick lunch in the dining hall..haiz i seriously miss my home food..m'sia's food ):
having no choice as it was adi 2pm, i took a taxi to sch for cca at 2.30pm. lol..the taxi driver didn't even know where my sch is nor where amk street13 or ave2 is! we were lyk round and round amk..at last i asked him to go from amk central as i'm more familiar with that route --.. and that cab fare caused me 10.50 dollars! argh..juz for the sake of cca..i spent 17.50 dollars on cab fares in order to juz be in time for cca! ://
i realised (actually long long time ago had adi realised tat) tat i'm really lousy in my cca..
still hav to go to sch tmr for councillor meeting..hav to be in sch by 9.30am ): haiz i hav tot that tmr will be my day off and i'm free to do anything i lyk but.. haiz
i miss m'sia..
i miss home..
i miss my family..
i miss triple.. (amazingly)
i want to go back..right now!! but i know it's impossible duh..
juz now i really wanted to cry..physical + mental torment
but tried hard to control the tears.. cuz scared might make her feel bad..
she's really nice..but uh she was way using too much strength? ... it's seriously painful..VERY! and damaging..?hopefully it won't turn out tat way..but in the way that i hoped for
my face's ruined..
helpless..
feel lyk crying..
but it won't help..
jz pray for it to heal fast..really fast
sry ma..
waiting for sth to happen to cheer me up (:
