yay it's friday oredi!!
anyway, this week passed kinda fast!
everything seems so rush and crammed together
and we had a dance recess today!! :D
and kaymin's mum kindly bought us a cake from the han's!
gosh it's so nice of her mum!! (:
and the cake's so chocolatey nice!
before we ate the cake
we sang this song..:
(with the birthday song tune)
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours~
WOO~
d famous high-pitched cheer and scream ensued....
and then
tada!
here comes the super nice cake! (:

bet u r drooling now!
hahah
and we yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng too! with gloria leading us. before goin to the sec ava.. and zhuanglaoshi has cake waiting for us there too!
gosh i was then so damn full!
coz i ate 1.20 beehoon soup, and then thought that i'm still hungry, so went to buy another blueberry waffle plus one glass of ribena..and with the cakes!!
felt so happily-bloated XD

and ohya,
now
we can really say the monologue with pride! (the starting of our dance song was a speech (kind of an introduction to wat's majie）by zhuanglaoshi! isnt this cool?!!!!)
this is and edited version:
I held on to the piece of certificate in my hands. Bearing my school, my Dance, but more importantly, the results of the hard work we've put in. We could read nothing but understood only the words Gold With Honours. For it is what we derserved and it holds a promise, a promise to SN Dance. Last December, we settled down in the hall to prepare for SYF. We were so scared. There was no turning back. If not for the three month delay, if not for the forgoing of the original choreography, if not...sigh...Support Modern Dance, Modern Dance comes first. Flowery tops, blue trousers, we are fellow sisters bound by a common desire to achieve Gold With Honours someday. We are Majies!

after sch i went to coro to get some cream from the doctor..
i was listening to music using earphone while waiting for my name to be called..
when they finally mentioned my name
i quickly took off my earphones and stuffed them into my pocket..
not realising that the wire thingy was detached from my phone..
then when i entered into the room,
i heard the same song i was listening to jz now!
and was wondering 'wow, he's listening to the same song as me too! so qiao3 and how amusing!!'
and then
the doctor suddenly said 'pls switch off ur phone'
-.-
gosh
i felt so damn paiseh!!
and luckily i didnt tell the doctor that he was listening to the same song as i was listening to -.-
lol

today has been a very very special day. one day which will only happen once in my whole life
not bcoz we woke up late again (coz me sw sy jz automatically shut our alarms off when they rang and continued slping and then rushing for bus again later)
not bcoz i totally screwed up my eng compre test? ( i nearly had no time to finish it -.-)
but coz..
it's the day we got back our syf result!!
and GOSH
GUESS WHAT
WE GOT
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
NOT ONLY GOLD
BUT WITH HONOURS!!!
gosh i seriously jz cant believe it!!
after lyk 16 years??? dance have never once gotten a gold with honours before!!
and we made history!!
yes we made it!!! :DDD
that's the happiest thing which can happen in my sec sch life ever!!
and will leave a very deep, remarkable, wonderful memory for me

so the story goes lyk this..
after sch i went to find joYcelyn and she pulled me to eat icecream
then i was stilll quite hungry so i went to buy rice..but had to qiong finishing them coz gotta meet mrs goh
but then the meeting was pushed until next week coz it was only me and chyi fang...haih
then walked and talked with chyifang
and met with the others at d hall
then crapped and talked to get our minds off from syf!!!
at first the estimated time for the result to come out was betw 3.30 to 4.30..
and we waited and waited and waited..
the result's still not out yet..
coz we were then informed tt the announcement was delayed -.-
and there was once my president's phone vibrated then everybody started screaming!! which then alarmed the chinese dance girls who were rehearsing to run lyk crazy in wildness towards our direction!! and it actually turned out to be a personal msg nia. hahhha. it was so funny looking at them and their reactions!!
and then only until 5++..
i didnt know what happened..
and how it happened..
everybody started to scream and cheered very very loudly!!
and then poof!
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
gosh
and that moment of time
my heartbeat jz stopped
and joined in the wild cheer at the top of my lungs
and tears of joy started to ooze out uncontrollably
and the very next moment, everyone started crying and hugging each other! (and me, regardless of how i stank of sweat and tears!!)
then gloria gathered us all to say a prayer..and she cried so hard tt it intensified our 'volume of eyedrops'
we ran round the track with gloria waving our majie cloth in front
and kept shouting and shouting gold with honours!! we got gold with honours!! (followed by the famour super high-pitched screeching SNGS cheer!!）
and gosh. even only a round..i sweat lyk crazy! and i was in blouse and tie and i felt damn hot! but felt great and full with pride! :D
then we continued hugging and congratulating each other and taking pics
wanglaoshi, zhuanglaoshi, mrs koh, ms lee and ms susan lim congratulated us too!!
our utterly crazy scream practically vibrated and alarmed the whole sch and every single soul in it!!
gosh
that felt so damn great! :DD
this is my 1st time shedding tears of real joy!!
gold with honours..
after all the hard work we put in
after all the depressing moments which i had during cca last time
6 months of training..
d sacrificed november hol last year..
d sacrifices of time for sat practices everyweek since after cny..
d commitment and passion..
d perseverance
d willingness to staying back to train till 6.30 in sch on mon jz d day be4 syf..
it's all worth it
worthful for all these tears and joy and unforgettable experience..
for d bond of d majies..
it's jz so priceless ( priceless as in no money can buy it!) :D
i do think that we really deserve this
we have worked very hard for it..
and thanks so much to wanglaoshi, yulaoshi and all teachers who supported us!
and gloria for being such a wonderful president and leader too!
and everyone for puttin in their best for this dance (:

so..i left at around 6pm
and utterly stank of sweat and smoke when i reached bs!

well, since i'm in such a good mood, i shall post all the pics including those taken on tues!

gosh
cant believe that syf's adi over!!
but nvmd
zhuanglaoshi said we are gonna perform for jubilate and d cat high performance at esplanade!! woohoo~ :D
mon we stayed back to practise till about 6.30..
everyone's so into syf mood and we were so united!
we dance as one (: not as individual
no one even complained tired or wanna go back
and i was so high!!
hahha
anyway, i jz enjoy cca now..
i hav never ever felt this way..that kind of passion and commitment
tues..
we actually wanted to leave class to dance studio straight after pledge taking
but wasnt approved..
so i left class at only 8.45am (15 mins earlier..thanks to valerie for coming to my class to save me!)
during d whole eng lesson i couldnt concentrate at all!
kept staring at the clock..blaming it for ticking away so slowly when i'm so jittery there in my seat!
and i had momentary stomach ache too
lol
so..
we spent hours doin makeup and our hair..
we put fake eyelashes, fake bangs and fake plaits! coz majie..u know..lyk those olden days' ya tou
and we applied 3 layers of foundation! gosh. u can imagine how thick it is and how white we look!
and d eyeshadow was very dark..luckily the blushes werent that red
hhaha
and i love the lipstick colour!
not intending to upload d pics..our thick makeups might jz spoil ur appetite -.-
then we boarded bus heading towards ucc...
and then..
even without myself knowing it, i was oredi on d stage dancing!
the stage was cool! kinda dark..and d lightings was shining on me directly..super glaring..but well, it was syf!! so, tolerate (:
d time seriously FLIES when on stage..
when d dance was over..i really felt lyk screaming and crying for joy! for it's over..and d feelings of achievement..indescribable (:
i felt lyk i hav only been on stage for 2 mins when my dance was almost 7 mins!
and it was d best dance i hav ever did
i felt damn great!
wanglaoshi and other teachers we did great too! esp the back part.. :D
well, we are currently very anxious to receive our results tmr..
gonna stay back in sch and we'll all gather together and get the result together!
we are majies who dance together as one!! :D

finally i can use the wireless again!
cant imagine d 2nd weekend without internet -.-
ytd's cca was..productive? fruitful? (:
at 1st i wad damn tired. coz i woke up at 6am. and kept yawning all the way..
but at the end of it..i felt damn energetic ;D
even though it was from 8.30am till 2 pm about 6 hours!
the duration of time seems lyk any other normal schday..but i simply felt so much much more alive than those boring lessons lah! :D
everyone's putting in their very best effort..
and i really feel that those extra practices helped me in improving a lot..
now i can turn more swiftly! hahahahah
and more confident now (:
but my prob now is that my face is jz blank and expressionless throughout the whole dance i guess..it's a majie dance man! i'm supposed to exude feelings of fear and tiredsome and the will to struggle..hahah
anyway, i think i should really start practising to tie french braids on my own till i'm a pro! garh. but by the time i succeeded i think it'll oredi be after syf -.- haih
how can those ppl tie the french braid so professionally and tie lyk as if it's jz as simple as tying a ponytail?
my braid is always so loose one ://

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY EVERYONE :D
better beware. hahah
i hav successfully attempted to trick ppl many many times today! sw was the first. hahahah. and mostly i told them that my toe is infected..and must express it in a kind of very sad way.. and suddenly smile widely and say april's foollll! :D hahhaha. each time i did it i succeeded in cheating my frens lah! all of them XP and i even managed to trick my junior when i said that few strands of her hair are not tied properly. lol..
but haih..after tt i feel quite bad oso. coz i obviously seriously dont wanna my toe to fester nor get swollen! and i was lyk cursing it..-.- shit. withdraw withdraw all the words!
and i think my class is really dead la..
no one even go mentioning about april's fool..nor is everyone coming up with ideas or agreeing to play tricks on teachers.. i intended to swap classes with 3H one. but..haih ): nvmd ba

my toe is getting better now..i think so? (:
so far no infection or get swollen or wateva..jz tt sometimes there's a random sudden prickling sensation..and obviously it's painful when i exert pressure lah.
for the whole of ytd' cca and today's morning jog and pe i was jz sitting at the side..couldnt dance nor run ): i wanted to jz heck care bout my toe and go and join them dance one! but alv said nonono..so had to resist the temptation..
haih. u noe wat i learnt from this?
it's only when u lose sth or the ability to do sth den only u'll appreciate it..
human beings are jz so funny..lol
i dont even mind running 6 rounds okay!

and i dunno y. sch is jz so sien now!
everytime during chem lesson i'll feel damn damn drowsy. and i think i even fell asleep for a few seconds..and then after tt force my eyes to open up again. same for eng..
haih ):

finally the wireless is working again!! (: after such a dao3 mei2 weekend without wireless
haih..mentioning about last weekend. seriously sui la..even though it was kinda fun and happy..
last sat's cca was not bad (: time seemed to pass kinda fast..and after cca went to eat macs with alv and after tt i bought a soyabean icecream..1st time trying. omg..taste damn 'healthy' -.-.. even though it looks vanilla-ish but it differs greatly from the vanilla taste lah. then companied alv to find her reporting place for her flag-raising..
after bathing and somewhat studied for a little while..sw phoned me to cui1 wo go out d. -.- so i chong chong mang mang went out loh..and actually, far east is seriously damn close to tang plaza but i went the opp direction instead and 'got lost' -.- but then hm and sw, my 'saviours' came to rescue me :DD
and ohya, i earned 50cent while in the bus on the way! some guy came to ask me whether i hav small change for two dollars..and i only had one fifty but he said nvmd. hahahh. lucky rite.
then went to marina square to play bowling..ate charsiewrice.. and on the way we played some super lame crap game -.- invented by sw?? but quite fun lah. hahah. we were not supposed to say a few words in our conver and this made our speaking sounds so retarded!
came back to play bball then.. but didnt really play lah. sth very very suay happened.. i went into a toilet..and when i wanted to go out..i didnt see a step there coz the light was kinda dim and guess wat? i kind of tripped over it..my toes knocked over the step.. and at tt moment. my big toe felt damn numb..and started to bleed after few seconds.. kinda scary..even when i lift my foot up the blood will drip..
sueyi companied me to the office to disinfect it.. mr jeevan helped me to clean it and 'bandaged' it..thanks him a lot (: but the bandage was sort of too loose and it came out soon after i reached my room. and i wet it accidentally.. so aiya heck care. leave it exposed to air is better. wat if there's any fungus or bacteria and if wrapped up..the warm condition will allow the bacteria to fluorish on my toe! hahah. tt's wat the person said (:
and damnit. the next morning, i found out tt the liquid thingy (platelets?) from my toe or the iodine solution? stained my beloved bedsheet made by my mum..):
for d whole day that sticky gross liquid kept flowing out non-stop no matter how many times i cleaned it.. and i was damn scared.. damn worried and sad tt my toe cant heal in time for me to join syf...coz syf is jz in 2 weeks' time.. if i really cant join d syf...haih. i dunno wat to say. i'll jz be damn sad and disappointed..after so many hard work and effort put in since last year.. it's not really coz of d cca points..it's more of the stage and performing experience tt i want..and how nice would it be dancing on stage with all the modern dancers whom i had jiayou-ed so hard with for the past few months..it's jz..indescribable. and how nice would it be sharing the joys and tears after the syf.. coz i hav confidence in our majie dance (:
also, i accidentally bent my specs! when i put it in my pocket and turned and it brushed against the sofa.. walao. my specs were really badly damaged. so serious tt when i went to repair it jz now..the person said tt there's a high change tt it might break ... and luckily tt i hav contacts lah -.-
and i bruised my leg again..against a sharp edge of some part of my bed/desk/the drawer below my bed..

but today..everything turned out fine (: my toe's much better! the liquid stopped and it doesnt hurt tt much anymore..except when i accidentally knocked it against sth again..and yes it did happened a few times..i'm jz damn clumsy ): there was one time in sch when i walked down the stairs the person in front of me kicked her leg up backwards and it hit my toe -.- damn zun3. sakit lah walao..tt's the bad thing about wearing slippers. hahah. hmm..but at least my toe is not swollen or black (as wat sw predicted? --..) nor infected! still got chance for syf lah (: but i cant practise dancing during cca..haih. hopefully felicia's fav teacher wont scold -.-
and i dont think i need a doctor for my toe anymore (:
and my specs was successfully bent back to normal too! but it's super vulnerable now.. but still, it shows tt i'm super lucky today! really thx the optical shop person a lot..and the person was so nice (: she didnt even want my egg tart -.-
and oh, today's geog test was suprisingly much easier than expected! cant believe tt ms tan will even set ques with definations..totally out-of-the-blue lah.
and yes, no sdls today!! wooohooo~ sry dont blame me..my mood's good today :D even though my eyes hurt a lot since after sch i dunno y..
cant believe tt i'm taking up olympiad maths training and the comp even when i hav never totally come in contact with any maths olympiad ques before -.-

Giver of life, Creator of all that is lovely,
Teach me to sing the words of your song;
I want to feel the music of living
And not fear the sad songs,
But from them make new songs
Composed of both laughter and tears.
Teach me to dance to the sounds of your world and your people,
I want to move in rhythm with your plan;
Help me to try to follow your leading,
To risk even falling,
To rise and keep trying
Because you are leading the dance

fuh..finally fri! after such a seemingly endless and torturous, unbearable week..cant believe that it's only wk1 when it feels lyk wk3 oredi! u can even say that it's wk5 man!! and tt my syf is over..garh jz cant wait for syf to be here..tmr still need to wake up early for cca. haih i'm damn sleepy i want to slp eh..): 7 more practices to go..come fast!!
today's elit paper was damn shit and screwed. not enough time. but aiya at least it's better than having it ytd totally unprepared..was so devastated when ms praba told us about it ytd -.- and since it's over..so i shall let the test incident fly away and not bother me (:
went to buy choc and cheese cakes and tauhui and some sandwiches buns later to boost myself up :DD i believe tt all nice food has endorphins not only choc (:
walao stupid mc can u jz stop accusing me/us and stop being so irritating. garh. you day-ruin-er lah
was drawing a 'poster' with jiro inside for jj during the whole 4 periods of maths today.. was learning on smilar triangles..so can multitask a bit lah. coz i scared not enough time to finish the thing for jj.. but my place is a very obvious place and i think mq saw me doin other thing else..i think she bushuang.. feel so bad and sry for wat i did. haih always lyk this one lah..jz cant resist not doin hw during slack lessons..but after tt will start feeling guilty again ): i shall jz learn hard to control my urge at times..since i had adi successfully managed to curb myself from using phone i believe i can achieve this as well (:
jia you..

i hope i made the right choice for not signing up for slc!! coz for everytime, everytime i regretted after all the decisions i made!! for dunno how many events adi -.- simply jz hate myself for this..
and now..
should i take up olympiad maths training plus the paper?
...

anyway, i hope tmr will be a good nice day even though there's cca!
gonna go for macs with alv after cca tmr..
and tmr's earth hour day!!
everyone rmb to off lights from 8.30-9.30pm! (:

haih
came back to sing on fri night..
i was damn damn sleepy when i reached novena..coz i woke up damn early to eat breakfast with my parents (: (and i dont regret) and it's damn hard for me to sleep in the bus.. watched wall e too. but without any sound coz i dont hav the headset..and the robots are super cute! (:
tried to slp early tat nite. but couldnt even though damn tired..no idea why..probably coz my brain refused to adapt back to the environment here bah..):
woke up early for cca..sien..and my eyelids were still heavily drooping..
when i was washing up only then i realised that i forgot to brush my teeth on fri nite before goin to bed! hahah
and when i was at the busstop oredi only then i realised that i forgot to bring along my water bottle too! D; lol. such a sucky day..
after cca when to sherbelle's house to do project. had pizza for lunch ..(: ok lah. kinda productive. finished the board..simple but nice :D hahah. aiya heck care lah..
still left with the ppt and report..haih sien..
after tat went to orchard rd to repair my phone.. haih. the person said will hav to reset my phone..and all data will be reset. all msgs in my inbox gone....:'[
haih..
thinking of wat i'll be doin if i'm still in m'sia now..
thinking of those nice nice food i ate at home..
and pa ma gor and triple..
haih ):
i haven even finish my hw -.-
anyway, got one good news. i finally washed my sch shoes jz now!! after so long since i bought the shoes last yr.. :D

DREAD SCH!!!!!!!!!!!! D;

damnit. i cant stop hic-cuppinggg! ): for the whole day adi lah! damn xin ku

hello people! (:
haven blog since a long time
anyway, i'm back in m'sia!
after so long...torturous days
and full of regretment -.-

msia rocks lah
home sweet home (:

came back on sat night..
and i'm skipping 2 ccas on tues and thurs...
going back early on fri night..
to go for cca on sat morning and to sherbelle's house after tat to bathe and to do project
haih
wat holiday is this -.-

hw banyak
and i dunno how to do
and i hav totally no idea what the dumb chi project is about

but at least
food banyak
and very nice :D
i jz tried a passion fruit ytd..and it tasted not bad even though it looked utterly disgusting! *lyk mucus

and my mum bought mini poppers........

met up with laylian last sun (:
lol. fk is jz cute okay! dont gek lah. hahah. i noe u an shuang many times but not that time lah i trust you
and walao. he didnt reply me
eh no. is he wont reply me
hahah
enjoy ur camp @ dusun eco! (:

and ohya
if anyone of u happened to sms me in sing since last thurs..
and wondering why i didnt reply
so sry..
coz my phone kind of spoilt
cant receive nor send sms..
and i think i wont even be able to receive ur smses even after i got my phone repaired when i get back to sing ):
haih

is this a curse or spell cast on me..
every morning..no matter where am i despite what i'm doin
i think of u..
ur name seems to appear everywhere..
it affects my emotion a lot..
i get stunned at the sight of it
and now..i'm feeling sad again.. coz it's morning..
):
so pls stop haunting me..
giv me back my normal life!!!!
u make me feel so dead and useless

to me
staying silent is the ultimate solution..

finally friday!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD fry the night man. but cannot la..very tired -.- my eyes lyk drooping and aching.. today's ss test sux. tat's it.. and in the afternoon the sun was scorchingly hot..
and ohya..i had my councillor assesment after sch today.. it was kinda scary.. confronting with two exco seniors which i dont really know..and i hate to evaluate myself..

went for syf dance rehearsal ytd at ucc hall! cant believe that they used lyk thousands jz to rent the 2 hours of the stage??!!
omg. but the stage was damn cool!! and impressive..and it felt so great to be dancing up there with the impactful lighting effects :D never in my life being on such a grand stage before.. my pri sch's one was oso okay lah. but obviously not as astounding as this..
hahah
and our ma jie dance rocks man!! :DDD
okay
there's hope for gold with honest!!!
but i'm feeling kinda bad for skipping 2 ccas in the coming march hols..but oh well.. no choice ;)

sw is damn lame damn lame damn lame but is also a failure in laming about raccoons => failure in lameness. hahahhah :DD

crap. i'm starting to get a bit regretful over not goin for hcac
sch is so sien!!! worse is need to face that stupid damn hilarious mc. garhh
and i could hav skip ss test this friday lah.. damn loads of pages to study.. i even started to yawn at pg 33 when there r 20 more to go -.-
nvmd..
i shall jz help the others to collect hw lah
xi sheng xiao wo wan cheng da wo :D
and.. i cant bang sei sw in sch :D （nah sw, ur name appear in my post le! happy? (: )

haih i would hav known that i would regret one lah. coz i always do..

damn it. why i see ur name everywhere ://